November 28, 2011
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My heart melts a little bit
- When I see him scratch at his arms every time he is sleeping. He has been doing that since I've known him.
- Whenever I would walk near him, and even if he was asleep he would open his arms out to me, beckoning me to join him.
- When I see the pictures of Bubby he took and post to his Facebook wall.
- When he comes back with a cheeseburger for Bubby... When he takes her outside and plays with her.
- And God my fucking heart melts that he bought me a new engagement ring, and carries it around, in my size.
- He watched my dog so I could go see my Dad in the hospital after he had his operation to remove his kidney.
- When he gets me my favorite food, for absolutely no reason.
- When he has offered to pay my dog's vet bill. Says my dog is "his" too and will always pay for what she needs.
- I miss his little nephew. I taught him the word "teeth." I miss lugging around that cute little thing and taking him to the mall.
me and Baby Alex and his sister, Vickie. That was 2008. See my freakish ingrown toenail? STFU
I know I've fucking talked shit about him at some points in my life, but sometimes I don't know where I'd be without him. He's crazy, he says the most insane stuff... but he brought me a book tonight to read. He kisses my head when I'm at my worst. I might hate him sometimes, all the time, but half of the fucking time I don't know where I'd be without my crazy ass motha fuckin ex.
Thanks for being there.
Comments (996)
this is really sweet.... huggs we all have shitty days but it's the people who mattered who'll make a difference.. it's nice to have someone like that in one's life!
Some people just change your life, and you just have to try to hold on.
*smiles* You've got something special there, lovely.
Oh how well I know the feeling.
Awww
This is really sweet. All the more because it is about your ex.
Sometimes, that's all you need. And pears.
Awww.
that *is* sweet. course i'm not surprised he's a fan for life, no matter where it leads.
Lovey-mushy and *melt*. I enjoy reading this post.
Awwwwwwwww.
=) Nawwwwwwwww
Doggies -- awwww. Sweethearts. Teeth. Gemütlichkeit awwww
I'm going to "awwwwwwwww" too.
You're actually very sweet - I'm sure he loves you too. Plus, I know l've said this before, but he's utterly adorable.
Why aren't you two together (if that's not too personal, if it is I'll just STFU)?
D'awww ... (: (: (: How sweet <3
Incredibly sweet. It's rare to meet people who aren't bitter about their ex.
Awwwww....
...homeboy puts up with your crazy ass then he's a saint. Same goes for Jim =D
aww
D'aaaaaaaaaaaaaaawwww.
i can't even explain how well i know the feeling.
awww
@ZombieMom_Speaks - He can be absolutely crazy sometimes: http://shimmerbodycream.xanga.com/pulse/12881752/item.html . We had a very tumultuous relationship. He's lied to me, offered my sister weed, I've keyed his car, etc.. But I appreciate him so much that he's always there for me, and has my back. Maybe one day God will bring us together, but for now we are just really good friends and I appreciate that he has been there for me. Thanks for asking.
@FuhkAwf - Haha, so true.
I can't help it! I HAVE to say "AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
In relationships, people learn, grow, fight, forgive (ETC)...but if the caring is there, it can be good for a lifetime.
HUGS!
@morningmoka - That is soooooooo true
I'm diabetic, ya tryin to kill me with all this sweetness here? But, even I gots to say 'awwwww'!
@TouchDefiles - Yes. Definitely.
I'm glad that he is being so considerate, Shimmer
Yeah, I've heard of his not so nice ways, so this sounds much better!
@GreekPhysique - I have been very blessed at the pleasant and changed attitudes of people in my life. I think what really helps is setting firm boundaries and not allowing people to treat you a certain way and not responding to negative behavior or feeding into it with more negative behavior. As always, thanks for the support.
@ShimmerBodyCream - You are very forgiving yourself, which helps inspire others to change for the good.
You're welcome!
How did I know who you meant? AWWW. I can't remember if you saw my latest vlog but your dogs looks like a cross between my pit and my spotted hound, check it out if you didn't see it.
Is He a Bot Too?
Looks like one
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shiiieeetttt.u better throw him something after this post....
gawd xanga has gotten sappy lately.
but i can use a little sap once in a while.
big awww.
So sweet and beautiful this.
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ohhhh the helpless feeling of being attached to an ex...
Awwww.
awwwwwwwwww!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You have incredibly sexy feet and ankles and no I can't see your ingrown toenail very well, what's so terrible about it, you should post a portfolio of barefoot pictures on Xanga, the tops and the soles.
wow this was such a sweet post. He sounds like a really great guy despite the craziness
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